Live~NRGY

\MARK POST #5949

What I was fearing the most than anything else.

With all of the events factored in ahead of time as they now stand – being motivated about anything now is like asking GOD what’s going to happen tomorrow.

There’s nothing of value that anyone can offer me that is of any worth now that I already don’t know, can’t be bothered to waste time & NRGY chasing tail and least but not least – even kids were already factored into this equation prior to sticking my head and nose into the realm of parenthood.

The problem is that I already knew where this was going to go ahead of time. Hence my astonishing speed at getting it together at any price after they were gone.

You would have been farther ahead of the curve ball had everything stayed as it was.

Done is done.

Sucks but that is where things stand.

Knowing everything ahead of time gets boring, what I don’t know – I don’t care enough about and 40 Virgins in Heaven gets long in the tooth just in case anyone has taken the time to figure out how long infinity lasts. And as everyone is well aware, quickies in the mud don’t exactly rate high on my top 10 list of things that I gotta try.