A good month ago actually April 30 having decided that enough was enough with my piece of shit landlord James Bankfield, more on that later….
I moved into the Drop In Center to have a bird’s eye view of it’s state of affairs…. more on that later…
For the moment this post is about what was going on for me. Trying to find a new place to move and settle into and what to do about work.
Got the work figured out quickly. Full time roofing work which I enjoy alot and still do.
However every morning after being kicked out by the Drop In Center at 6 AM into the streets – nope no hanging around with burnt out people…. more on that later.
Would cross the adjacent bridge on the south side of the Bow River to the north side onto Memorial Drive and Edmonton Trail to the Starbucks Coffee shop.
Crossing back and forth on an almost daily basis, I would pause momentarily to have a closer look at the Bow River. I was awestruck by the fact that I was not only cognizant of it’s power but also it’s destructive nature.
Every single time, I would look to reflect and gauge it’s NRGY. Nervous, fearful and above all respectful of the fact that water once unleashed gets it’s way and you have to move out of it’s way to let it do it’s thing and for you to live.
Well guess what. I couldn’t put words around it then, but could definitely sense something was up. That goes without saying in every single case before then in the past.
So without further ado… here’s my take on what’s what…
I’m homeless, no home, no ID basically and just barely hanging on. Now that I’ve figured out why I couldn’t decide on the where to move, I’ve got enough logical reasons to understand the why I couldn’t choose with certainty.
High ground above all. Location location location means diddly squat when under water. So now I’m starting to be able to put words around what I sense, feel, see and hear that people will heed.
Trust me – continue to try and fool, trick, hurt, harm, screw and kill me and the consequences will grow from a local to global outcome the kind of which mankind has never seen and witnessed.
Let’s be clear on this concept. We’re totally connected. Me no home, you lose homes. Me no kids, you lose kids. Me no money, you lose a shitload of money. Get the picture. E=mc² YIN/YANG
I’m going to settle down in Calgary or thereabouts and get the kids over here for a period of time until such time that I can determine that they are okay with everything and are ready to make their decisions about their own futures.
I’m going to have a good place to stay, a brand new Dodge Ram pickup truck and work up my whazoo with lots of money to spare. There’s going to be plenty of time to have fun time with my kids so that they may enjoy the wonderful childhood that I’ve had the fortune of having.
Everyone is going to let us have time to heal and create a brand new life out of this mess. The next thing will be moving on and sorting out all the inequities that I have witnessed and how to address them not only locally, but globally.
I will be calling on people with leadership skills, but not necessarily people who have degrees pinned up like Penthouse and Playboy specials on corkboards, but those who have down to earth everyday practical experience dealing with everyday events.
Heed my warning – if these simple things don’t bear fruit – then plan for the worst, cause I’ve given wholesale permission to a Dragon friend to take care of business the way it see’s fit. And I won’t be motivated to have any discussions with it’s decisions.
It’s a fact now – I’m as connected as I’ll ever be. Shy 1 PERCENT of 100 PERCENT which I’m keeping in reserve.
If you need a better upgrade version of the current demonstration – please feel free to ask. I’ll be happy to oblige this time CONSCIOUSLY with intent knowing how to go about it now.
HINT FOR THE UNENLIGHTENED – again thanks for your help
All it took was the equivalent of H2S from all that gassing from the adjacent room at James to top it off with a cherry !
I carry that mark with me every moment since then.
See all that madness has paid off and I didn’t have to do anything.
Had nothing to do with the events at the end of June. Live and learn buds, live and learn how arrogance bites one’s ass with a vengeance.
OMG I LOVE NRGY :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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