Drop In drug influence on me – ZERO, My Self Control – Drugs, Sex & Rock & Roll – INFINITE

How’s that for showing off and putting to rest the age old question of who the MASTER is !

That I have willfully entered the Lion’s Den and NOT been tempted by the very things that those who have tried so hard to groom and breed me into an out of control addict around both drugs and sex have landed with more than a thud face first onto terra firma.

So with that said, I’m getting ready to move out shortly from the Drop In Center once I get my next paycheck. Yep, one under that belt yesterday and boy did that feel good compared to $10/hr at the Temps-R-US-&-We-Screw-U-4-A-Living(ssh – don’t tell them I said anything :).

No kidding, I would have stayed on longer. The issue was really about how painful it was to see all those poor souls being used and abused on a daily basis and having no other options for work for them.

Something like watching the what’s what with the Drop In. I got the perfect word for it now, but yikes – ain’t exactly politically correct and if I get to use it – it’ll piss off a lot of people everywhere.

Not a pretty term for sure… and I’m sure that the Drop In is but a Drop in the Bucket as far as all the other Homeless Shelters do in a similar fashion globally.

I’m not picking on the Drop In Center. But you can be sure as hell that I’ve got my cross hairs in sight for the Salvation Army but a stone’s throw away. That one is still in the air unresolved.

Now…. Drop In Center, do good and do me proud. Cow stalls and warehouses we don’t need. We need people who get back on their feet and have a sense of self worth and something too look forward too. Marshall your creative ideas to make that happen.

You can bet your rear ends I’m charged up about these SOCIAL issues. I’ve put myself in the same boat and situation to see what is going on. Trust me when I say that little goes unnoticed even from a subconscious perspective. It’s all recorded in my happy little brain for future use.

Meditation in my bed every night before sleep time and just prior was a great starting point. But not the only one in use.

I’m using subtle NRGY and putting it to useful work to alter things. Love the non aggressive gentle persuasion technique without having things come to push and shove the hard way.

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