Live~NRGY

Have been thinking for a good while now about this.

I will never limit myself by what others think of me and my choices. Good or not, they are an inherent part of me and their expression from internal to external are just part of my nature. Being the NRGY that I AM, I am naturally negative. That is obvious. It has always been that way.

The great news is that because it has always been that way, I have been aware of it for a very long time. And since everything changes from one phase to the other I have always worked on going towards the positive side. Not an easy task when all of my internal NRGY focus is at it’s most potent and strength being naturally charged on all things negative.

It’s a constant work in progress and an ART to work it the other way. My own fear though has always been reaching and being at the TOP and positive and have it fall back due to the natural way NRGY moves round and round.

Given that, the absolute great news is that I have broken out of the Cycle of Life & Death circle and moved it into a Spiral of Infinite change and expansion through my complete Mastery of the one thing that could and would have continued in a circle of repetition from negative to positive and then back and round again.

Having Mastered my own NRGY totally is a truly remarkable thing. But being in corporal form doesn’t mean I can escape the reality of a body that needs attention in order to work and stay in the positive. With that in mind, I have over time as obvious from my previous posts used PLAY as the main theme in terms of balancing out the rough and negative. While to those on the outside it looks and seems weird, trust me when I say that the option of staying in the negative and building it up has worst consequences now more than ever because of my expanded state of being moves outwards from me all my internal processes.

Playing for me has always been about finding my spiritual path and using sacred sex as the means to transform negative to positive. However I have Mastered all of these phases in the last 6 months due to being in the presence of the nearby proximity to Calgary’s mountains. I will always need to PLAY. But now having MASTERED an extremely important part of myself, it will now allow me to round out my PLAYTIME into other forms. Being out in nature and the countryside I believe will be extremely healing and calming. Another thing will be travel… Although I have much work to do ahead of me, some of that travel will take on the form of being near the sea and ocean in warm climates near azure seas and sun and breezes.

Finally, and with all my heart, it will be to spend more time with my own 2 children to watch them grow and have some quality time with them as they learn to take own their own NRGY and place in the world.

As for my ex-wife, well let’s just say I’m not impressed. However I have a great plan for her in terms of her Karma and were she will be the most useful in terms of putting it to work in a way that will hopefully make her see the light. That will depend on many things, especially her mindset and how the children themselves are able to help her. They are pivotal in this affair and for the world’s own sake. Explanation later on this.

Divorce Laws need to change there is no doubt about it. They are too confrontational and negative in result. Children always end up paying dearly for being innocent bystanders and co-lateral damage. Not right and not moral/ethical.

This is where LAW SOCIETIES EVERYWHERE can do better by proposing better outcome models. They need to take leadership positions on these important human values. That the Church has failed us miserably in terms of being models to emulate and hold dear around all things moral and ethical is a sad commentary. Maybe things will change now too in that area. Yes Governments can do their parts to make sure that when matrimonial dispute come into being, they should not be circumvented by bankruptcy and debtor laws that skews the whole process into a game of brinkmanship and power away from a vulnerable party

Too often that model is all too famaliar – abuse, violence and death as a result. Men are attacked and boxed into corners of survival modes and their reactions are not surprising given that the past model of a job for life and being the breadwinner is broken. Totally broken.

Things are changing, yet these few points need major revisions. It is in the western world’s best interests to change them into better and more positive models. Otherwise moving forward one step and going back 100 leaves us no further ahead in terms of humanity’s global potential future.

Personally I want better for my own 2 kids. Especially after what has transpired. Impress me please.