Live~NRGY

I guess no news of any import is good news. Same old same old.

However in my own personal case – wow and OMYGOD as the usual standard applies.

Let’s see, there are so many ways and places that I could start this story. Where to begin ???

Okay, obvious place – drugs ! How’s that ? Why – simply wanted to re-baseline the past. See how good I am at controlling the stuff. And really truly honestly here’s my inner secret – I knew you knew that I was going to fall back into it. So what the hell, might as well have fun with it. Worked like a charm. But the whole point was to see what was going to be thrown my way as a result. Wow, cool stuff, but as usual, so obvious that bozo the clown would have noticed the delivery methods, implementation and the all the tricks of the trade after at least going to I Spy 101 classes.

Really, after all this time, doesn’t anyone thing I’ve got this thing down pat with NRGY ??? If you truly believe that the arrogance of superior knowledge and access to global communications and networks of inter-connected elements provides you with anonymous cover from detection, wow – are you in for a surprise.

If there’s one thing I’m great at – it’s distributed Risk Management strategies. Why, simply that the Art of War throughout history has always been on the side of every possible physical tool available to leaders who win such wars. However there is one that even the best Leader and General cannot touch, access and use. That’s the infinite power of GOD and how to use it wisely. Having moral authority does not guarantee you success. It only give you a short window of power. On the other hand, when you access the vast array of ALL available methods to use what is natural and within reach of a physical body, well in a nutshell you represent GOD. And you get it straight from the horses mouth instead of the other end being a Donkey’s Ass or worst – left hanging with no way to know what’s going on if someone in spiritual form decides something on behalf of everyone.

Honestly, I don’t need to be here to give it to you straight. But you’ve got that privilege of knowledge that with all failed attempts using the usual methods of death and destruction of someone like me, I’m still willing to be around to prove once and for all what I’ve been doing all my Life and putting it to real practical use. This isn’t a pissing contest – no one will ever win against me. Too late for that now that all my bases are loaded and at a moment’s notice the home run is in sight. Physical or not – matters little now.

So let’s get back to this weekend. Absolutely fantastic and wonderful time with a guy. Wowie – I’ve got a front end and AM I HOOKED. It’s that time to make a serious shift in that direction. Absolutely left me with spinning stars in my head. Just about lost it. Everything was right about it – with one small detail.

I really truly did NOT APPRECIATE the way one of the BEER BOTTLES was contaminated. That was not what I bought into. And too boot using a major well known brand and having the knowledge that I would be pissed about it – would only have destroyed it’s credibility and markets. I don’t believe for a moment that a brewery of any kind would have such bad quality control that what was in that beer could have passed quality control. Prove me wrong and I’ll admit it. Besides, here’s my own dirty little secret. Over time I’ve watched – I’m a great voyeur with delight how these SPY methods work. Someone is financially broke, and someone else provides a favor. Then whatever gets switched. In this case, I wanted to buy beer before hooking up with my new best friend. He offered to buy and I decided what the hell, okay let’s see where this goes. Bingo – exactly on the money !

And I’m not blaming the guy. He’s just a delivery messenger under orders. And with all probability had no choice. Still didn’t diminish my fun I had with him. He was great – no ifs ands or buts about it. He’s got talent and he used it extremely well. He’s my benchmark now in that department. Wow wow wow unreal unreal unreal ! So thanks, at least I appreciate that aspect and effort to put him into that scenario.

And what did that get you – didn’t get sick as expected did I. Now my question is this – as I’ve been studying this question for a hell of a long time.

AIDS/HIV is not a natural disease – it is an artificially designed disease aimed at population control and using the gay community as the spearhead of the reason why this is so and what’s wrong with being gay. So it begs the question – is this a religious vendetta against a sexual orientation ??? It’s amazing that AIDS /HIV appeared on the marketplace just a few years after my transition to a MACROBIOTIC DIET. Isn’t it. That aside, I was introduced to the gay community when I was providing holistic massages and met some gay men from the USA who had come to Canada to specifically study this disease with government grants. Adding more to the story – one of the co-owners at the WheatBerry in Ottawa was gay and became a good friend of mine. Funny who it felt all contrived back then about how he didn’t seem like a fit into that whole scenario. The whole thing was just one big mess between the Wheat Berry’s owners and the Green Door restaurants owners who became intertwined in an affair, kicked out a third owner and resulted in the divorce of the wife of one owner – Ron Farmer that ended up moving to Vancouver working for David Suzuki’s foundation. With kids in tow !

Corrupt, contrived and terrible. – And it’s no better 25 years later. Just as bad then, just as terrible now with NRGY. That’s my good news that I can bank on to propagate that wave that’s out there. By your own hands and intent, that’s part of the puzzle. If you haven’t figured out the other principle actor of that wave, you’re in for a shitload of a surprise when it hits. And it’s out of my hands – thank GOD I’m not the one responsible for that one ! Good luck with that.

Finally what’s going on – getting ready to do lots of shifts. Still haven’t truly found what it is I wanna do. One thing is clear, I’m truly enjoying a lot of the diversified environments I’m in and things being thrown at me. It really puts to rest the issue of whether everything I believe in is true in standing up to the tests of time and reality. And since I’ve proven without a doubt everything I believe in from the natural NRGY order works well in translation into real physical world, well I guess all the rest yet to come is true.

I’m personally shifting on multiple levels – let’s get the basics right off the bat. Don’t need all that anal playtime anymore, but maybe once in a while. Why, I’ve MASTERED the Dots/Wave Principles within my own head and mind and incorporated them in conjunction within my body. So what I used to require the physical before to get it, now that I’ve got it, physical is just a secondary tool just to touch base.

Yep, I definitely love the TOP position now that I’ve got my stable footing and understand how to use it properly without resorting to the typical behavior sets of physical abuse and dominance that TOPS and Masters may use on their subjects.

What about other activities, well skiing this year is probably a bust. Given the upcoming move to the unknown. Work work work and more work and great work at that is the TOP priority. Better pay and better living conditions. Feels like I’ve been a prisoner in a Dungeon from Hell in my room since December. Yep, accomplished lots and nailed bang on all the little details on the spiritual side, so that was WHAT MATTERED MOST – real results while doing nothing. Still I’ve outgrown the physical space to make it feel homey and comfy. But more importantly – orderly and clean. I’ve had to give myself permission to let that part go with alot of resistance. That’s also a new experience, but one I don’t truly enjoy.

Last but not least. You know when…. Cialis doesn’t work as stated especially from at best a dubious source. However even with followed instructions, 3 – 4 hours before sexual activity – didn’t I have fun on the CTRAIN on the way to my hookup. Just about everything including the kitchen sink got thrown at me to see if I could respond with a rise given my exposure to – babies, kids, young girls, young guys, gay guys, young couples, young moms with babies, etc… And what – was turning on the ‘HEAT’ full blast in the CTRAIN suppose to do anything for me. You know when idiots are still at play doing kiddie stuff that it’s really truly desperate to valid your own belief systems in order to sustain them and justify them. Sad statement. I could go on with what I’ve noticed, however I was having too much fun internally with NRGY while all that shit was going on. Like I said, it doesn’t need to show externally anymore because I’ve Mastered it internally. So next time – don’t even go there, you are just wasting brain cell NRGY into the vacuum of space. You’ll never get it, because no one has a inkling of how NRGY works internally from a first hand experience. It’s all intellectual and it doesn’t work that way.

I’ve got more to say, but suffice to say that it’s on with the show – REAL LIFE, REAL WORK, REAL MONEY, REAL PLAY, REAL RESULTS. I’m out in the REAL WORLD now and it’s got to work – that’s the REAL PROOF. So far, I’m at the 99 percentile mark – just 1 more percent to call it a day. But hey, who’s in a hurry when I’m having fun right now. 1 percent ain’t no big deal with it comes time to GOD. The rest takes care of itself.

Ciao…

OHMYGOD I LOVE NRGY… 🙂