Live~NRGY

Think fun, think clean and think lean. No funny business – I see everything absolutely everything as if in the Matrix. It’s weird, but that’s the way it is now. The front being just a prop up doll being held up by some sort of NRGY wireframe in motion on all levels. It’s weird I know, but don’t have any other ways to explain sensing it and putting it into words.

Here’s another way of trying to explain it. My landlord asked my quite a few months ago why was it I go into low income not great restaurants instead of where I go for chicken wings every now and then.

It’s because what I see compared to all the baselines of time spent in such places let’s me see if the results of the Dance of Life & NRGY are genuine or not. People in all sorts of pain and discomfort expressing themselves in the moment. No holds bar – it just comes out exactly as what was shoved into them. So their actions are a reflection of their daily lives compounded over time. All I have to adjust for is my condition and their age in terms of Dates of Birth. Not much too it.

Now I’m getting the hang of the visual I see with all the years of trying to line up action/reaction with physical visual cues. I’m getting pretty damn close as you’ve notice yesterday. Even I was taken aback and out of it with the reaction of one of the young waitress who was working so hard on Monday evening all by herself. She has a twin sister who works there also, but wasn’t present.

What I told the one on Monday evening is that I was willing to help out with her share of the work to make it easier on her to serve others. But what really clinched it in my opinion is this – I told her that what should have happened instead of twins is that they should have been triplets. A backup to the twin scenario just to help out in tight spots.

I’m seeing visual clues and cues now like I’ve never seen before just using ‘HEAT’ as the gauge mark. If I was truly interested I could pickup anyone now and get them into bed or exploit their weaknesses without batting an eyelash. I noticed those clues weeks ago in another bar while having Sunday breakfast. Truth is, I’m not in the least bit interested to exploit based on my knowledge those who no not better. That would make me no better than a pedophile trying to entice a young girl or boy into bad KARMA. It’s a matter of FIRST THINGS FIRST and WHAT MATTERS MOST. Respect, Dignity and Security of self that is a self evident truth. No one should be hurt because someone else knows a lot more than they do. I humble myself by remaining close to those who toil day in and day out just to etch and earn a living.

I have better things to do, my kids which I truly care about. But here I am – this is where I am chasing another dream from so many years ago. I’m almost there and the thoughts of skiing are burning through me like I’m on FIRE. Hopefully the cold air and mountain vistas will calm things down.