This morning was really cool waking up. It’s the very first time I can ever remember waking up with absolutely no sense of emotional sensation being present in my body and mind.
It was like waking up in neutral. No fear of absolutely anything. No fear of death, no fear of fear, no fear of every other emotion. And no, I’m NOT DEAD FROM THE TOP of my Head down, it just felt like neutral all over.
And since I’m really really good at watching what’s what with my body, I could sense the same inside it, especially within my organs, they were all extremely very relaxed.
In fact yesterday I was musing to myself that the addiction of being caught up doing the meditation and Buddha thing is so addictive, it’s dangerous. Your MIND feels like it’s in a bowl of JELL-O. You’re aware, but can’t move a damn thing. Yikes how bad is that !
Anyways the point is, all this emotional stuff since this morning – it’s hard wired into the BRAIN now ! How cool is that. I still feel the same inside my body, but can definitely feel that it’s NOT the same in my brain.
Hence I was able to detect the differences. I think over time, the brain re-wires both ways into the emotion and the connections fade over time between neurons.
How could I tell the difference – lack of HEAT normally associated with the emotional response within my body BUT definitely a HOT HEAD !
WAY COOL STUFF.
Live~NRGY 
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