Globe & Mail – A social activist’s ultimate legacy: advocating for the right to die

A social activist’s ultimate legacy: advocating for the right to die

http://www.theglobeandmail.com/news/national/a-social-activists-ultimate-legacy-advocating-for-the-right-to-die/article9242832/

While I won’t detract from the message which I agree with, the right to choose with dignity your own death depending on circumstances, let me just say this about the following…

“It was almost like she was a Buddhist monk and decided to throw gasoline on herself as a protest for the right to die,” Michael Goodman said, as he showed me around his mother’s East Vancouver duplex last month. “That wasn’t it at all.”….

He’s right. The act of throwing gasoline on yourself is exactly what happened to me last December when I ill with the that ‘NASTY VIRUS’.

However, let me explain that process in more detail to give you some frame of reference about it without giving away all my secrets right now about what I was doing consciously. And yes it was a very extremely well calculated Risk knowing that there was going to be a price to be paid physically for what I was doing. Nonetheless it’s called – Distributed Risk Management Strategy which at some point I’ll go through the trouble of explaining in detail how that works.

However for the purposes of this exercise…. I managed to drink so much coffee with the usual cream & sugar as to cause an internal core blockage in NRGY movement that would happen at some point in time. That point in time is determined using a lot of variables, however the easiest is the fact that if you slow down a moving object or body, the principle of Entropy takes over having to release excess NRGY. Coffee’s basic NRGY is related to FIRE owing to it’s bitter taste. I consider it more a Metal(close to bean shape root = kidney’s) and because of it’s RED color FIRE. So it affects the adrenal glands more so than anything else within the body. Add to that it’s bitter taste associated with Fire also and you have powerful JET Fuel to take off like a Rocket if you consume enough of it.

Given all the Evils of spending alot of time in the Dungeon in Montreal, I used coffee in extreme huge quantities to replace another evil. Basically using the principle of magnetism likes repels likes. Yin Drugs Yin Coffee. In this case extreme drugs is stronger than plain old coffee. The only thing that upsets that mathematical formula is quantity to tip the scales. So absolutely huge quantities of coffee consumption, which I hate because of bitter taste, but masked with cream and sugar since the early ’70’s replaced slowly but surely the time spent in the Dungeon.

Coffee slowly but surely did it’s thing and replaced one addiction with another. Hooked on coffee, bingo – all legal unfortunately !

Problem was not the coffee though. It’s the 18 % cream I used. It’s very different than Ontario’s and Quebec ladden with chemical drugs I would have to venture – antibiotics to manage huge diary farms. Hey don’t blame the farmers, they’re trying to make ends meet. It’s all about the system having forgotten the value of smaller farms and health for farming families and the people who consume all things diary.

Diary in a nutshell congeals like curds and causes many blockages within the body. In my case towards the core. Having huge quantities of diary with pharmaceutical drugs for animals first caused me to start having learning difficulties. Yep, I’m directing that at you medical and educational professionals. So I started to cut back significantly on cream & then sugar.

Problem is, cream and sugar balance out the effect of so much Coffee FIRE. So more Fire NRGY within my body. If there’s one thing I’m great at, it’s storage in absolutely huge quantities of Everything within my body, being a METAL DOG 3 times over. Brush up on 5 Elements and Oriental Astrology if not up to speed.

So lots of inner core Diary which blocks NRGY and lots of outer surface core FIRE. Movement is the only thing that keeps death at bay and stalls it either until it happens or you do something about it.

I knew consciously I had to get rid of the blockage and I used the downtime to attempt that in November 2012. That didn’t work until I went back to work in December and could feel something happening. Extreme inner cold is the first warning signs of NRGY blockages and their impending releases, called discharges in Macrobiotic lingo. Well couple that with ‘catching’ the flu because of winter time conditions and working outside and I was bed ridden for about 45 days. Bang on what I wanted earlier in the year when I was trying to achieve the same but through a more user friendly process, but that didn’t happen. Can you remember why from my previous posts in September/October?

So what’s that got to do with the article. Well it turns out that cold inner core almost stuck to the point of death, I’ll tell you it’s not pretty, and outer skin surface differentials where incredible. Basically as I’ve described it then, skin felt on Liquid FIRE moving over a glacial absolute ZERO inner core. My skin felt extremely NRGYized so much so that I felt like that human torch in the Fantastic Four.

It’s literally like that. Weird part is I’m hooked. That is the most incredible physical experience that I’ve ever gone through. Part that I didn’t like so much is meeting death face to face. Yikes not pretty and coming back from that is extremely painful. So count me out for the time being, but it’s an option, well alternative to jumping off cliffs with rope like in that video.

Hooked I tell you, Hooked ! Absolutely incredible. There must be a way to do that without meeting Death on his own terms.

Working on it…. 2 Do LIST NUMBER 3.

Here’s the weird part about that experience. Usually when I encounter something new, my mind immediately makes an incredible number of connections on possible spin-off applications.

In this case – zip, zero, zilch. Nada, don’t even want to go there with a 10 foot pole for the time being. It’ll just be a back-up to other back-ups if that needs to happen. Well as they say, there’s an exception to everything. Mark that as exception number 1.

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