Live~NRGY

Well on my way to make anything happen by merely thinking about it. The biggest current problem is that I don’t have a complete whole understanding of the control mechanisms – so it tends to be on a wholesale general scale. The kicker about what happens ends up being shaped by the close proximity of people with my sphere of influence who cause me pain and harm. They end up being the slice of the Pie in the Sky of the whole world and the determinant factors on what happens next.

While I believe I can affect something right across the planet by mere thought, just doing it locally has the same outcome. Systems move from Micro Quantum levels to large Macro Cosmic lveels by the particle/wave propagation concepts. All I have to do is concentrate on a particular Wave Interference pattern and triangulate it with other ‘things’ happening in the moment and bingo – things take care of themselves with little NRGY input from me. Quite cool actually. Right now I’ve been working only on general applications side stepping specifics for fear of having it go out of control. Remember it’s all about control – without it, it becomes a game of Absolute Power corrupting Absolutely. Tempting however not my thing – got other agendas that is just as effective and in my opinion has a much better satisfaction rating on my pleasure scales.

It’s not that it’s necessarily bad people around me, but those that my subconscious pinpoints by NRGY type those who are intentional and deliberate by their actions. It certainly doesn’t help with all that has transpired in the past about my kids. The harm is not only to the denial of my right to be in their lives and their father, but the fact that the intention was to cause me harm so that I would harm them in the process.

I think that that will be the most incredibly huge cost associated with what has transpired on that level – it’s entirely out of my hands on the outcome. My Spiritual NRGY has eternal memory and an extremely vindictive attitude where my own children are involved. No one will be able to avoid it’s consequences – the only thing I can do from my Conscious perspective is to Tune into it and mitigate it’s impact with warnings.