Live~NRGY

Death has a foothold on all mortal beings from an early age on.

It’s mostly a vestigial component of the human body from it’s fall from grace and associated with the washing of “sin” concept component.

While the conscious segment within the mind/spirit is dealt with during baptism, the body retains it’s own real hold on it’s physical death as it’s fingerprint between making distinctions between the Dance of Life and it’s End.

I’ve discussed earlier on where most of it’s internal structure lies in a gross fashion. It’s actually much more subtle than that, although at this point in time because of my very first encounter with it, have been unable to specifically identify the precise exact mechanism in terms of atomic/molecular origin.

One thing is certain – it lies in wait until such time as it’s grip on a mortal soul cannot escape. This is a very different type of death than heaven/hell scenarios. This is one that is voluntarily agreed upon by either conscious action or ignorant indifference. Either way, if conscious thought doesn’t come into play to mitigate and detour around it, escape is next too impossible.

It is hard to describe exactly what this thing is. But suffice to say that I would equate it with the death grip of a black hole where once you are past the event horizon, you get sucked into it. Compression is the best way to describe it along with intense coldness and pain.

The wonderful part now having gone through this process has now split me even further into another “two”. A hot and a cold component within the structure of my body.

During playtime yesterday I almost flipped out – OMG. My internal body mass – say from muscles inward was of a dense cold nature and the very fine skin layer on top of the muscle mass all over my body felt fluid like and on FIRE.

So in effect I could play between intense Dense/Cold internal body NRGY and Plasma like Light/Super Hot external skin NRGY. The effect between the two was absolutely stunning and amazing to experience. The best equivalent I would say is spraying cold water on a hot flat surface such as a stove top and watching the water puddle, coalesce and pool into droplets dancing on the stove top while going through the process of vaporization.

However the process is infinitely much much cooler having it happen within the context of one’s body. Where this leads is going to be an interesting exercise – I can’t wait to see how I can best take advantage of this new found feeling. Got another level of differences to play and add to my repertoire to achieve Orgasms on demand.

Would have thought – a hot/cold Master switch available whenever I want. Soooooo cool ! :))))