Live~NRGY

Small background details – for the most part in a gross fashion I can sense everything that is going on within my own body. On a big level and make connections to what’s going on. Still on many levels however, I’m still in a learning phase of getting to know my body now that I’m Conscious and Aware of all connections between things. I’ve been working on this process since the early ’80’s when I discovered Macrobiotics. It’s been primarily a spiritual process coupled with understanding the Art of Sacred Sex connection to NRGY – A-Sexuall. That’s the short story.

In the last year since my awakening – I’ve been more keenly interested in more subtle forms of knowing my body. At a deeper internal level down to the cellular level. I’m multi-tasking in terms of what’s going on in my body everywhere by using a per second frame-work of Baseline References. I suspect that it’s still not enough, however there’s only so much I can cope with in terms of internal processes vs external daily life requirements of being present. Quite fun to manage Body/Mind/Spirit connections in real time, but obviously lots of work.

So with that what has happened with my move to Calgary back June 1 of this year is that while I focused on real time events in terms of finding my place here in the City of Calgary, I intentionally put all my A-Sexuall practices on hold. The primary reason was to conserve NRGY and make use of it in hustling my buns. Second, I’m the slow but sure type – so while quickie sexual escapades were a possibility, although I don’t like them and truthfully I like to know the people I get involved with – the inner and outer them. If I like my experiences, then I’m quite willing to explore them further with the same people so that we both get a WOW and ZING factor out of it. No vanilla for me – thank you very much. Only OMG experiences as a starting point.

So with everything on hold while I was trying to come to some sort of relative basic idea of getting a handle on Calgary, obviously excess NRGY built up to a fantastic level, yet manageable as I can easily redirect NRGY on demand and do with it as I please. Yet for all of my efforts, just yesterday after playing anally A-Sexually for the first time since May of this year, I discovered something that I had known about in the past on many occasions yet never quite knew what it was. I still haven’t got a name for it nor an exact definition, so for the time being I can offer nothing else than a vague explanation by a roundabout means.

Here goes – With anal penetration – I’ll focus on the withdrawal process here so as to not complicate things. In the previous post, lots of InterSEXion terms. The most important ones are the PUDENDAL NERVE in proximity to the Tuber ishiad. File:Gray406.png – http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Gray406.png

Here’s what I’ve always noticed – please correct me if required as my scouring through the net for 3D versions have been fruitless and not having a medical background makes this my best current guess considering this connection is still relatively new in my Consciousness.

Upon withdrawal of any object that is relatively deep say about 6 inches or more, upon it’s withdrawal especially if the object has a phallic form rather than cylindrical in shape, it catches on the lateral sides of the rectal cavity(rectum) more so than the anterior/posterior sides. This catching or as I can characterize as getting stuck because you are pulling down on the physical structure of the rectum, the surrounding muscles leading up to the anal cavity and internal sphincter muscle, it causes pressure on the lateral side approximately where I would call the Tuber ishiad. In and around there – still don’t know specifically as it spreads out and the ensuing feeling becomes overwhelming. Still working to slow down the process to analyse it in more details. What happens during this sticking process is an intense rapid buildup of pressure – not pain, but intense pleasure. The bigger the object inserted the bigger the pay-off sort of speaking. There must be a practical limit, but heck been there done that and not interested in testing Outer Limits reality. So with that said – I’ve always noticed this in the past, but couldn’t put words around it. Now, I’ve discovered what happens because of my recent acquisition of knowledge based on wave/particle principals.

Somehow the Pudendal nerves and arteries are compressed and blood flow/nerve impulse blocked and causes a reaction. But this reaction is only somehow activated because of another important element. Amyl Nitrate. Yep – good old amyl. What happens is that somehow the amyl nitrate “connects” things during the pressure/release of the Pudendal nerves/arteries against the areas surrounding Tuber ishiad and causes “A RELEASE” mechanism to kick into the Peritoneum. This release is very specific – a buildup of stagnant NRGY that has built up in the lower, middle and upper abdominal cavity that surrounds the intestinal track. What seems to happen is – read the article…

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peritoneum

“Layers
Although they ultimately form one continuous sheet, two types or layers of peritoneum and a potential space between them are referenced:

The outer layer, called the parietal peritoneum, is attached to the abdominal wall.
The inner layer, the visceral peritoneum, is wrapped around the internal organs that are located inside the intraperitoneal space.

The potential space between these two layers is the peritoneal cavity; it is filled with a small amount (about 50 mL) of slippery serous fluid that allows the two layers to slide freely over each other.

The term mesentery is often used to refer to a double layer of visceral peritoneum. There are often blood vessels, nerves, and other structures between these layers. The space between these two layers is technically outside of the peritoneal sac, and thus not in the peritoneal cavity.”…..

All the stagnant NRGY in between these layers extend somehow to the intestinal track. The peritoneum seems to be the external collector of where this NGRY leads back to – the Heart and PERICARDIUM proper. This NRGY is very strong, intense, diffuse and weird in comparison to any other NRGY I’ve always encountered during the normal body’s processes. I’m not sure how to define it exactly.

What I’ve also noticed is that the position of the legs makes a big difference in terms of how much of this NRGY is released at once.

Also the accumulation of this weird dark NRGY within the body I attribute to Entropy. Excess heat & waste accumulates and makes it ‘dirty’. One thing I haven’t mentioned is that this NRGY is not a pleasant, good or great feeling type. Nowhere near a pleasure scale nor one that I can associate to pain. It seems to have it’s own unique type of signature – whatever that is.

Specifically in my own personal case – I would attribute this negative dark excessive NRGY to over consumption of coffee drinking. Past & present.

So I would characterize the Pudendal nerve/arteries as switches. I don’t want to go any further in explaining another connection to this switch, but if I’m right about what I suspect it is capable of doing, it’ll be nothing short of quite revolutionary in terms of medical application. Let me get comfy in my new digs and dig out the truth and I’ll be back in the future as I gather more evidence.

Stay Tuned, cause this one’s important….. in the meantime, I’ll endeavor to come up with some sort of catch word/phrase for this funny type of dark stagnant NRGY. Trouble is I have no reference point to start off with as usual.