Live~NRGY

So first off bat, I thought I’ve finally air it out about Rob – my ex co-worker at CMC stairs. The one that I had to live through and really truly appreciated my first 2 weeks of staying in Calgary when I just about had nowhere else to go. Okay first off, notwithstanding the fact that he wanted to deck me at work and was complicit in having a hand in my termination – I can set that aside – he wasn’t my cup of tea and being into hardcore drugs wouldn’t have worked in a million years.

But let me tell you about a little story of his personal lodging – the best way I can describe it is – well in a nutshell, give me the worst cream of the crop corrupt politicians and police officers and I wouldn’t even contemplated housing them within the confines of his apartment. Yikes – shit be the truth – horrific. Yep I cleaned it all up. But, here’s the kicker – 2 deer ticks in his apartment. Yep, 1 missed me by a few inches as I brushed it off my shoulder while sitting in his living room couch. Other one I put it out of it’s misery while in the bedroom. So be it, that little trick and incident cemented his fate and well I guess the rest follows from there.

Now, let’s have a tete a tete with all the subtle messages of trying to get me all worked up and worried. The storage wars in Ottawa as a prime example – to the schemers and manipulators fuck yourselves – is that clear enough ! Now that I don’t have the kids anymore – worry is a thing of the past – too bad so sad. Plus I’ll kick ass when I’m ready to make up for it – as in trying to hurt my kids and make me fell guilty about it as if it was my fault. Yep OCH is on the hit list and the people at the top the dreamed up the scenarios and worked with the people responsible.

Let me tell you – I can’t fucking wait. I truly wish in my heart that I could take the shortcut route and just get down to doing what I have to do, alas my damn curiosity of being a voyeur and seeing how you’re all going to be dealing with not only my conscious intent to return favours due, but mostly what my subconscious mind is going to conceive. That last point really has me absolutely mesmerized, hooked worst than drugs. Drugs are nothing compared to this. I’ve been waiting eons for this and finally it’s here at it’s endpoint. Even if I wanted to consciously stop what I know will happen, I’m not sure I could muster up the strength given everything to date. You can all thank Lori Reith, Tony D’Angelo, my dear ex-wife Kyoung-a(Emma) Ryu, City of Ottawa, OCH, CAS, Ecole Catholique Elementaire Sainte Anne, Andre and the Montreal Dungeon for being the principal players and instigators when the rubber hits the road.

True enough, I didn’t have to jump into bed with players from hell, but when the best thing is to go with the flow and see where things end up, well then the truth finally comes together from one gigantic puzzle. It’s quite amazing to put it all together and keep you wits and head on your shoulder after everything I’ve been through. Great NRGY and integrity can only come from those who seek with all their hearts and soul that which is hidden from plain view.

So what else could I add here – oh yes – proof of what’s going on ! I AM THAT I AM, it is written in the stars of the heavens. Rest assured I will give you tangible proof soon enough. Just to make sure that I straighten out any misconceptions and doubts about me and what will no doubt come to pass in time. Remember I’ve changed the script, it’s my prerogative – I have Mastered my own Destiny. As I have mentioned before – infinite number of back up plans. So I would continue to search hard as well hell – cause I’m still sure that if whatever scenarios are to come true from books, well it’ll take a lot more players than just me. I’m the final just in case solution ! Now that I’m awake, I’m just watching the circus show and seeing what’s up doc? Love Bugs Bunny and hopefully ski bunnies this winter. Can wait to see how this all turns out in real time.

So go on impress me and turn things around and get your acts together. You never know what it’ll look like until we get there all together.

In the meantime I’ll keep reading my news and entertain myself with 4 Flashes from the Big Bang Theory. OMG I LOVE NRGY and being A-SEXUALL. ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE ! SO MUCH POWER – and that’s without doing anything. Can’t wait till the real thing comes along. :))))