Live~NRGY

Finally had the chance to see for the first time a majority of real life day to day working people in Calgary riding the C-Train to Mcknight-Westwind station. Had to go to ScotiaBank to sort out increasing the amount of my holdbacks from my paychecks.

Anyways, now there were less tourists and pretenders on board. I’ll get a chance hopefully to see more, today and tomorrow.

Also interesting is how bait is placed on board of some of the public transit system, namely C-Train to lure you into temptation. Very interesting to see. It’s obvious from a whole bunch of very subtle messages to see this show happening in real-time. Ditto for co-workers directed to cause me to react. Interesting after being on the job more than 3 months and listening to music with earplugs in both ears to be told it’s illegal to put them in both ears. One is okay. Communication is the key word here for safety reasons. Can’t seem to figure out the difference with earplugs – the soft thinga-ma-jiggies you put to drown out ambient noise.

Actually even with earbuds in my ears with no music, it makes a hell of alot of difference to drown out the intolerable noise in a stair workshop from the machines cutting out the parts.

On another note, brain dead co-worker always forgetting his things in my proximity and expecting me to drop at his beck and call shouting over the noise in the shop and my earbuds to do his bidding. All while operating table saws in this case and flipping out that I’m not communicating with him. He’s truly brain dead from his addictions if he thinks I’ll turn away my attention to him at least 10 or more feet away to retrieve his forgotten items while I’m cutting up parts and pieces on a table saw with the volume of parts we have to spit out of that shop. Foremen’s barking orders aside to spit out the parts at the same rate he does, well let me tell you he’s got a few years head start with his poundage and heft over me. In anycase, I don’t want to spend my entire life on a table saw or stair treading machine grinding out the same parts over and over. It was more for the experience of saying I could do it very well with excellence and match my foreman’s barking orders to supply all the necessary parts safely and in a timely fashion to my co-workers to keep them all busy and employed full time. Not only that, but do it with integrity for respect and dignity in a safe and very clean manner. No one has been able to match that to date. Ha ! Got ya there – now try and beat my records on work integrity and skillsets after just 3 months on the job and take shit at that from intentionally trying to cause harm in a manner that would really cause me physical disability with these tools or cause me to react emotionally and quite. Ha – got you once more. I’m here to stay on the job at the shop until such time as I’m ready to go out into the field and do full time installations as I originally discussed with my boss. And do it as well as in any other job whether in the shop or elsewhere. No speeding around Calgary – all withing limits and obeying all the laws. That way no one can screw me like at my previous job in Kemptville with the broken brakes and get fucked by the OPP. Just the way it is – bad doggies for doing your job without thinking ! No bones for you Mr. OPP smartass !

Oh yeah, almost forgot – poor co-worker that I drive with around town. Hmmm, young & hip. What’s real what isn’t ! Ah that is the test and the illusion isn’t it. Words, actions, spirit all in turmoil. Question to ask yourselves – what’s real on my part, good question. Don’t you just love it when I join the party ? Makes for interesting conversations doesn’t it. All while choosing to remain engaged. It’s called playing with NRGY. I’m willing to bet everyone’s having fun on the other side of those video monitors and listening in. Cool with me.

Lastly, as I’m building up my new Dance of Life & NRGY here in Calgary, I expect total co-operation and dignity for me and the people around me. If everyone’s lives are a little bit easier, then a whole lot of us can make a difference for everyone everywhere.

Time for everyone to get their acts together, because believe me when I say I’ve got mine together – I ain’t going away anytime soon. Not for my kid’s sakes and all other kids around the world when I have seen what I have seen. That also goes for taking advantage of people without their understanding of what’s going on. I won’t stand for it any longer.

You’ve got important choices to make. Choose wisely and choose to do them in a timely fashion within reason. Otherwise, if I have to start makeing blanket choices on behalf of everyone, well my body/mind/spirit are already made up. No one will win – my promise to humanity IF I HAVE TO STEP IN AND MAKE THE FINAL CHOICES !

And a reminder – that’s all WITHOUT being under the influence of drugs, addictions, gambling and no sex with others.

Knowing who I am, what I am and what I can do – I’m willing to put my money where my mouth is – without a doubt don’t test my resolve ! I’ve given everyone a taste of what I can do, despite all odds and attempts to do me in. Now it’s my turn to return the favor, gently for now. The choice I’ve made is to litigate and win based on your values. I have other options, but hopefully we’ll never have to go down those roads. Push it in the wrong direction however and everyone’s going off-roading permanently ! Roads, who needs roads, maps & GPS where we’re going – I’m going to spin the spiral in an entirely direction and unrecorded direction if I have to. Trust me, I’ve already got it all figured out. Begin with the end in mind – my favourite Covey saying. Next up, What matters most – One Peaceful World, First Things First. So easy, go figure – when it’s so simple. Uncomplicate the world !