Live~NRGY

How to put this delicately – ? I know the grammer needs improvement, but it’s not like there’s a reference book on how to put concepts like this put into blogs.

As much as I would like to pin all on Lori, she’s but a drop in the bucket of those involved…… SH&^%Load of stakeholders.

Original plan was for a seamless exit. Change happens – how wonderful – all problems solved now. Lori was but one of the many but main chief character in determining how fast and far flung HOME would happen. Lost real home(s) here on Planet Earth, so not interested in permanency any longer. In Transit with need to go back home successfully – all the other players and stakeholders have made it a guarantee of success. The last players being Ottawa Police, Andre and Kyoung-a that solved the last missing piece. In the Dog determination of everyone who has tried to suck the Dance of Life right out of me(actually much longer – absolutely all connections to the past has been made to how long this business has been going on, with more and more connections each and everyday keeps coming up). So how do you solve a deficiency of energy to get back to the root origin of all Life & Energy? Simple formula – Conservation of Matter – ThermoDynamics. However, the kicker here is that it has led me to even more discoveries that will absolutely knock your socks off. I can hardly contain myself and at every moment in time, biting my lips and big mouth not to bleat it out and give away the big surprise down the road is a pain/pleasure thing. Riding this line is probably the hardest thing I’ve done to date. I’m just about beside myself having thought of it and know that the temptation of jumping the gun sort of speak is awfully alluring. Self control has never been so tantalizingly fun and exciting. Mind you, as much as I’m in a hurry to finally get back to where I need and want to go, there’s still maybe time to get it right. Hence my kids are the game changers. Who knows, however my innate need and pull is incredibly strong. The more I lose energy and stop moving(slow down), the stronger the pull gets. Hence the Dancing to round out and balance change so as not to get stuck in the temptation of pulling the plug prematurely. In any event, whatever happens is totally out of my hands and in yours. In the meantime with so many backup plans to backup plans to backup plans, where this leads us is Ultimately Change and hopefully in the right direction so that I can be at peace internally and find my way back HOME as originally planned – by myself without outside interference at a time of my own choosing. Options can be presented, however the more whether the intent is good or not to alter my choices in favor or having things run to suit your agenda will only terribly backfire. Whether Conscious Choices are genuine or not, I’ll know. How you say? Well that’s the topic of this discussion. Without causing panic, the what, why, how I am has led me all my Life to search for Total Integration. The last missing piece and irrational fear of Police was the game changer. I’ve always had respect for them, however could not figure it out. I’m more of a chicken than a fighter, flight/fight thing. Separation and Divorce altered that to protect my kids from harm. In learning to stand my ground against abuse and aggression and the indignity of Being bullied based on Conscious Choices, the time came to surrender to the prospect of my physical death without the slightness clue about how to resolve the last missing piece of getting back HOME puzzle. That happened last August. Now fully regenerated, I have options and choices once again. The fallback nth backup plan remains intact, however it has led me into interest and incredible possibilities. I will be exploring all of these in the near future after one more badly needed event needs to take place. There’s no stopping what to come. Whichever way this leads us will be in the hands of all those who initially started the ball rolling thinking they understood what they were doing. Playing with Fire in corporal form is difficult even for me at the best of times. It requires self control beyond what 99.9% of the human population is unwilling to comtemplate and work for. It is much easier to give in as the saying goes – “If you can’t beat them, join them” mentality. Has anyone heard that before??? You’ll be surprised as to whom has uttered those words in my presence. The next month will be interesting to say the least. I’m positively off to Calgary, no if’s and but’s about it. Whatever it looks like, rubber will have to hit the road and things will have to work out. Otherwise the unthinkable of being unable of getting it together finally will surely have far reaching consequences sooner rather than later if problems are not solved on a global basis. I’m intertwined with all that is, and even if I wanted to, am subject to what is above me. I fit in the middle that is my entire domain of change. I don’t believe in violence, guns, knives or fights. Energy is my ultimate weapon of choice and most effective to effect change without even having to start a fight. However, that being said, the extremes of unbridled uncontrolled and Absolute Power are monsters in the hands of any human including myself. I am starting to put it all back together again and am almost there. Hence the need for quick change and on with my journey back HOME as peacefully as possible. Left entirely alone and to my own devices of balancing out excesses in the face of temptations is my own business and challenge ahead of me. I must succeed for all of humanities sake – my compassion extends to extremes of being in total pain watching the worst that we inflict upon one another. I pool all of the anger/hate of humanity into my spirit and back out to a safe place out of me laying in wait to safely re-integrate with it’s opposite and use the energy as my fuel back to HOME. In the meantime, in all of my backup plans, the immediate concern is my opposite energies in human form the walk among you. If change doesn’t geniunely come about, I’m unable to peacefully go and hence this is where things go sideways due to my loss of energy and need for replacement. In the meantime, however my solution for my energy requirements has lead me to another incredible discovery that maybe is an alternative solution to the mess that we are in as a species on this planet. I will not put it into words, however the best minds and computers can probably decipher the message and extrapolate from there. Without further ado…. remember too breath deeply !!!

(M1, NGC 1952, Taurus A)

This is the official Plan as it Automatically Stands. However, I’ve discovered an Extremely incredible thing with this formula. This is where the Dance of Life & Energy comes together and has made given the meaning of it’s weight worth in Gold a new meaning. I’ve decided to take a little field trip and explore the following using the above formula. Who would have thought this could be so much fun… Hint buy Diaper stocks…

It all revolves around a past famous person with the formula…..

Now substitute Home for Formula and then think very hard creatively and extrapolate.

If you get the answer…. I wanna hear about it – email me cause your IQ has hit the stratosphere. Boy is this gonna be fun to test out and I can’t wait to bring back results. After all everyone knows that’s what I’m all about, practical and result orientated. Only with integration of BODY/MIND/SPIRIT can this be thoroughly tested out. Can’t wait what else I can dream up – the possibilities are endless and more fun than sex, ooopsy, money – well that’s the genius part of it, buckets of it if this side trip comes up with the winning numbers. All because of a little itsy bitsy number that starts with 3.14159….. who would have thought, it had to come all together at the right time and in the right proporations. 🙂 🙂 🙂 Is it picture time, can anyone say cheese now….. God I Love Energy.